People keep judging me by people I'm related to.

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It is common for German and German-American adults etc. to think I already set my personality to be quiet and am too unappealing to interact ever again.  They just act madly at me, like I should know why.  It's like all of a sudden normal me has a communication barrier with people I could get along with.  I've had hard times with schoolwork and activities and finding people to talk to when I moved, but I myself am a normal person.  I'm saying its unnatural I can't talk to Germans and and German-Americans like other people, especially wanting to learn German and live in Germany when I can.  There was a big wave of German and English influence in the US, and I was supposed to be accepted somewhere, but I wasn't and it was too late.

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People act like there is something wrong with me and I'm not normal anymore, and one reason is racism.  They don't even think it's cool to "accept it."  They think I'm not ready to talk to people and behave awkwardly and themselves inappropriately around me.

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Sometimes, people think the only thing that makes me special is not being able to communicate with others much.

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It looks like some people like to make fun of me.

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People bring up things, as tho they are buffering that other people started it.